“J”, 28, is a single mother of six. She agreed to carry drugs into a prison to feed her family, but changed her mind at the last second and gave the drugs to prison guards. She was arrested and sentenced to over five years behind bars.
J benefited from a change to the country’s drug law and was released after just four months, but her criminal record makes it nearly impossible to find work. She has no family support, no home, and no job. Her crime will remain on her record for the next ten years.
“J”, who wishes to remain anonymous, is one of these women. She is learning firsthand that a criminal record makes life harder on the outside.
J, 28, is a single mother of six. To feed her children, she agreed to bring drugs into a prison. It seemed like easy money. She says that at the last minute she gave the drugs to the guards in an attempt to come clean.
It was too late. She was arrested and charged.
“If I didn’t provide for my children, they would have died of hunger. It’s the easy money that always conquers you, because you never think about the consequences in the moment. You only think of what you’re going to bring home and give them.”
She waited a long time–two years–for her trial. When it finally happened, she was only given one day’s notice before she had to appear in court.
After her conviction, J couldn’t bear to tell her children she was sent to prison. When she called home and they asked where she’d gone, she told them she was working.
“I cried for a month, day and night, for my children. I was going to give up, because I couldn’t bear to hear them on the phone crying and saying ‘Mama, when do you get off work?’ and have to swallow my tears and say ‘I have a lot of work, my love. Soon.'”
She benefited from Costa Rica’s sentencing reform and was released after four month in prison. When she was reunited with her family, her youngest child didn’t recognize her.
“When I got off the bus, it was hard to see their little eyes full of tears. My daughter, who is now three, said to me, ‘That’s not mama, that’s not mama,’ because she had gone four months without seeing me. And she kept looking at me, and I said to her ‘yes, it’s me, it’s me.'”
Now J is in a dire situation, without family support, a home, or a job. She was recently kicked out of her house. Her criminal record makes getting a job nearly impossible. For now, she relies on child support from the father of her sons to support her six children.
“The criminal record talks.”
“What I have on hand is US$75 from my son’s child support, and with that I am trying to find a place to stay, to at least be able to give that and later pay the rest. But so far it has not been possible.”
Her offense will continue to stain her record for the next ten years.
Producer and Photographer
Kathy Gille, Kristel Muciño, and Coletta Youngers
Special Thanks to
Buen Pastor Prison, San José, Costa Rica